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fresh start ?


I love the concept of a new beginning. Always have and probably always will. And as I finished all of my exams and am reeeaaally close to graduating high school, one of the biggest new beginnings is ahead of me. And I haven’t had one of those in a while.

AND HOLY SHIT (sorry mom) WHAT DO I DO NOW ???


Honestly having to sit so much the past couple weeks and going out very little made the idea of sleeping or staying at home very unattractive to me. Which is good because it means I won’t do this thing where I get excited for a “new beginning” and then sit at home and do things as usual.

Nononono. Not this time.

And I am not telling you all of this for no reason. But because I want to keep reminding myself that this is something  I have been looking forward to for a while now. And I always dreamt of finally using this space as a creative outlet since my creativity was kept on hold for a while now.

This year is all about healing and finding myself and I finally want to actually be productive in a good way and find people along the way who share my passion and thoughts.


is a new beginning.

With new art and designs, but also personal growth (yes i am finally getting a therapist) and adventures.

This is time I made for myself by making the decision to only start going to university next year.

So this is a note to myself: make it a good one

I missed you before you’d gone.

I don’t ask you to love me always like this, but I ask you to remember. Somewhere inside of me, there will always be the person I am tonight.
– F. Scott Fitzgerald; Tender is the Night

“And on nights like this, I must write letters to you that I cannot send.”

Lukas W. // Unsent letters